I understand what he felt because I feel the pressure of facing the problems that he left. Sometimes my mind wanders into scenarios and options that normally I will never have considered. But then you realize, you are now worth more dead than alive. Who in their right mind will help you without getting something in return?

We have been trying to sell our home or as collateral for a loan so that we can solve the problems. Yes, the payment of a loan will take time but it is a secured loan. However, until now no one has shown interest.

What else do we have?